Well I have to say a few little things, I have been having a few good days over this past week. I have been feeling very confident and assured of myself more then I ever have. I am going away on holidays and I am so fair that I thought I would go out of my comfort zone and get a spray tan. I have to say that I was really nervous to strip down in front of a person and get them to spray tan me. Well luckily I knew the person that was doing it and lets me just say it made it worse. But her reaction when I was all ready to get tanned. She said that I look great and she could see the transformation in me. It has been so hard for me on this journey. I feel like I have not gotten any place and this is just such a good thing to hear it makes it all worthwhile that I am working on me for once. So if you get the chance try it, yes it will be out of your comfort zone but in the end you will feel amazing to know that you have come along way. And always remember you deserve it you really do.